Tuesday, January 30, 2007

What's my motivation?

Still here. Still feeling like I don't want to do anything.

I'm not quite sure what happened. For weeks and weeks and weeks I was feeling quite happy and content. Then something snapped in my brain and now I just want to scream. I have absolutely no urge to do anything (besides bitch here) so instead of doing work, I'm complaining to you. I figure that perhaps a little venting may be helpful. At least I'm warming up my fingers for a day of typing.

Maybe it's the weather. Negative 2 degrees is not conducive to getting out of bed.

I did end up sending my thesis advisor my table of contents, prologue, chapter 1 AND chapter 2 of my thesis last night. Here's hoping she likes them. If she doesn't, I don't know how much I can handle the criticism right now. I got instructions to do something this morning from my boss via email and if she'd been here I would have used my retinas to burn a hole through her skull*. It wasn't an unusual, or even demanding, request, I just can't seem to take it in the spirit in which it was intended.

Yup, definitely need a vacation. I think I'll surf for that for awhile.

*wouldn't that be a pretty cool superpower though?

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